I am leaving - for real now

[divVerent]

In the last months, stress against me from the Nexuiz community as increased very much. I won't do the mistake of naming the people again, but let me just mention some things in some random order without respect to severity:

• At least two people talk down on me and others for simply having another opinion than their own.
• Nexuiz once had a very nice community, of people loving the game, helping with developing it and playing respectfully, honorably and politely on the servers. This has changed in all these points. People insult each other on the server, complain about new features all the time even if they are just options, stopped helping with developing, and call each other "gay))", typefrag, teamkill and even votekick others on the servers.
• One guy other than me finally starts doing impressive work for the project, and gets accused for stealing work from others on no valid grounds. Further investigation on the issue led to everything getting cleared up.
• Two members of the Nexuiz community started advocating use of drugs to improve gaming performance. Sorry, but this is something I am strictly against - it should be up to anyone what to hurt his body with, so if some drug makes you play better, not taking it before serious matches should be considered an elementary rule of etiquette. The last thing I want to see is the game I play publicly associated with drug use and "junkies".

All this has been impacting my mood in real life too, as it simply is too much pressure for a single person. Thus, I leave.

Many thanks to the few people who actively help me:

• esteel, although he has mostly stopped developing, he's always nice to people and helps others with their problems.
• LordHavoc, our great engine developer. The engine is getting more perfect every day. Too bad he hasn't got much time for it any more - but I can't blame him, he's got other projects (DarkWar), real life, and an employment contract.
• MikeeUSA, who gives tZork the chance to reload his ban hammer
• MirceaKitsune (sorry if I am misspelling your nickname), who also started on the menu code base. I do not see enough experience in him yet to give him commit access already, however, I suggest him to work together with Ronan.
• Ronan, who came quite as a surprise, as he started with the hardest part of the Nexuiz code base first - the menu. Way to go. I think he should get commit access soon. Maybe someone should teach him about svn first, I do not know how proficient he is with that tool yet, but teaching him how to best use it should be a matter of about half an hour, most likely less.
• the PeaceBrothers clan, one of the few clans that stayed true to themselves all the time. I will stay a PB, and of course continue playing.
• the other clans that at least somewhat stayed true to themselves, like MoN, Dave, nsb, BOT, CON, LDB
• Tenshihan, who makes the greatest sounds ever, and now also has explained how he makes them. I suggest some people start trying his methods. Sure, a recording studio isn't easy to afford, but I greatly recommend anyone to learn making sound effects (i.e. creativity to find the right thing to make the right noise), audio recording and editing from him. He's a nice guy, and if you talk to him politely (and not too much at once), he'll explain his methods in detail to you, just like he explained on the forum how to make a gib sound with (IIRC) a piece of cloth and a mouthfull of water.
• tZork, Strahlemann, C.Brutail, Clueless Newbie and now sev for their great maps that set new standards in Nexuiz.
• XSAX LTU, for changing his nickname all the time, being still very easy to recognize)), and having evolved from a badly insulting noob and punk to a more or less funny player.
• and everyone else who is actively working on the game

You'll sure see me on my or the PB servers in the future. But I will no longer take the responsibility to add features (other than PB features or PB mods), or fix bugs. That is the part of others now. Sorry, but that's it. I'll sure stay a bit in the background, but don't count on it.

As for the future of Nexuiz - I think we should release Nexuiz with its current feature set (i.e. a feature freeze), maybe add one or two maps, and wait for Tenshihan to complete the sounds, then release it as Nexuiz 2.5. Including TraK's textures can be postponed until we have a high quality map using them.

[C.Brutail]

I just can't believe this

Anyway, thank you for your work mate. You'll leave a very big hole - in every aspect I can think of.
Gl hf with whatever you'll do in the future.

[Alien]

Good luck, I hope you'll still add something at your leisure time. Anyway, don't feel obliged and thanks very much for your work.

[BusterDBK]

Sad but understandable. I think we owe you a big thank you (the others as well).

It's too bad that things like people with bad firmware (I'll try not to call them bad things) and other community-related issues impact a game that has always lived off its wonderful community. I do hope however that things will get better in due time.

It's nice of you to state your reasons so clearly and also give some examples of what people should do.

Looking forward to seeing you around and also seeing more from the upcoming developers (two or three of them you already mentioned).

*laserjumps*

[cortez]

sad to hear but understandable especially with the 2 drug using guys.
you did great work for the game and the community .
the fun stuff you have made was incredible.

[[-z-]]

Patience and misunderstandings are the two words that come to mind. The love is there, just not in the way you want it or need it. Just because someone has different views on things doesn't mean they don't share the same common goal. Looking at some of these things on surface level, it's no wonder you let it get to you.

You have to believe in your heart as hard as it may be, that there are people out who care in different ways. Different perspectives from different minds with different goals but a common love for the game. Without this combination, these ideas wouldn't be coming together in the way that they do. The most negative of energy can bring upon the most positive of change if you just give it time.

You are undoubtedly one of the strongest forces to ever be associated with this game. Your selfless contributions have changed the face of the game and for many our understandings. The depth of your knowledge in the game, in the engine and in the tools you work with is ever apparent in the game.

A vacation is certainly a good idea. I hope to see you clear your mind. You've had too much unwarranted stress for one man to take. Though for the sake of Nexuiz, the Quake related development community and open-source on the whole, you come back. With a clear head, a fresh perspective and an open heart. You are one of the most inspirational, committed and knowledgeable developers I've ever come to know.

[kyre]

divVerent, thank you for your time and devotion to developing Nexuiz over these past couple of years. Me and many more have had (and continue to have) a lot of fun with this game, which wouldn't have been what it is without you - make sure you never forget that fact!

Have a blast doing whatever else you pick to fill your time with!


To give a bit of perspective to divVerent's importance for the development of Nexuiz, heres a stat from the subversion repository:

Out of 4443 commits, 2236 were made by div0. Additionally, about 7% of the total commits for the darkplaces engine upon which nexuiz runs were by divverent.

[torus]

Understandable- we can only thank DivVerent for what he's done. Considering the amount of enjoyment I've gotten from Nexuiz (more than any game I've ever bought, possibly), I'm extremely greatful for Div's work. (Speaking of Mikee, I doubt he will be around anymore now that div0 has left )

This does NOT have to mean that Nexuiz is a dead project. On the contrary- here we have an opportunity to re-organize and consolidate our effort. Yes, the codebase is at least temporarily frozen, but there are many other things that can and SHOULD be worked on, especially on the art side.

I've thought we should freeze development for a while, so that people could make content to catch up with the code.

Truely, the amount of progress Nexuiz has made in recent months has been astounding. We have lots of stuff to work with, from better support for modeled maps (LOD, hole fixes, texture blending), to fixes in the core game. Now is the time to work on building stuff for this new code.

Only when the potential for advancement has been used up will I leave, and I don't believe that time is now.

Yes, there are people who have fueled internal conflicts- in my view, that only highlights the importance of re-organization. As much as I like democracy, I don't believe that game development can be done effectively with a democracy; it results in unsatisfactory compromises, and a lack of direction. Even more important than that though is the necessity of maintaining a spirit of respect and camaraderie.

In conclusion, I've written a short cinquian in honor of div0's work.

div-0
code forged
before the eyes
in mutually exclusive
sublimity

[Chubby]

Damn

Big man is leaving the game. You did so much for the game. You won't be forgotten.

I'll miss you.

[Blµb]

As long as you still show up every once in a while somewhere on irc, {X}, or nex servers (=~ s/or/and/)...
I guess I can just say thanks for your awesome work ...



I can do some work for the game, but I'm not as skilled, and don't have much time while the uni semester is going on, but I'll try to do what I can